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Loving him part 1

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Loving a guy is what I have always dreaded doing. I didn’t know why but I just don’t want to fall in love with any man. This was the mentality or should I say the ideology I had growing up.

When I started advancing in age, I started discovering many things that love could help one do; when one finds the true or real love. Then I started wishing to fall in love. Even if it means falling helplessly in love. I wanted to be in love so badly that I neglected the signs that he showed me when he first approached me. The signs were very clear. I knew within me that he doesn’t love me. But I kept up with everything, telling myself that ‘this is love’. He was the sweetest thing that happened to me when we first started.

In the beginning of our love story, there was always flowers at my door steps every morning. Each time he slept over at my place, he would make me breakfast on bed. He would shower me with gifts. And treat me so well. He worships the sand I stepped on. Everything was so perfect. Or should I say that everything seemed so perfect. He learnt my mood swings and learnt how to handle me each time I swings to any mood. He made my friends his friends. And my family members, he loved talking to them on phone.

I couldn’t wish for anyone else but him. He was the perfect guy. My ticket to the world of ecstasy. These were all he used to do until I accepted to date him.

Everything gradually started changing. I started doubting if he was the same person that I had met. He no longer decorated my door step with bouquet of flowers. He no longer cuddles me after sex. He suspects my every move. (This was the guy that would allow me press my phone until late at night and he wouldn’t mind) I guess he has also forgotten that he was the first man I knew. I begged to know his family members and his best friends but I kept receiving promises of seeing them in the future. With his usual saying “I don’t want to rush things”.

I started wondering what had happened to him. What had happened to all that sweetness, all those love and romantic life? He is always away, either with friends or doing one business or another. He hardly calls nor sends me text messages. He doesn’t even care about sending me gifts again. Even when I ask for gifts, he will promise to buy but will never do so. I found myself having sex with him like a prostitute. Like a slave who is always at the beck and call of her master. There was no longer romance or even fore play before love making. Everything was gradually dying: The communication, attention, care, and the love.

I approached him one day, and ‘I told him he has changed and things weren’t working out fine with us.’ He apologized and promised to be a better person. I waited to see a new leaf but instead I kept seeing the old leaf that was withering. I gradually started losing interest. And that was when everything started falling apart. I started seeking attention, love, care and communication in another man’s hands and I was getting them. He didn’t even notice how far gone I was. He didn’t even notice that I stopped giving him any attention.

When I started with this new guy, pangs of guilt always gushed down my heart. I tried very hard to stay away from him and not fall a prey again but I couldn’t help it. When my boyfriend didn’t notice that my attention was no longer with him. That was when I decided to follow the new guy.

The new guy started off like him. Being sweet and lovely. Caring and kind. Romantic and very satisfying in bed. The new one had an advantage over my boyfriend. He was very tall and handsome. His body was fully built with muscles and six packs and a flat stomach. I used to tease him and say “the day God created you was when he made that statement ‘let’s make man in our own image’ not like other ugly guys that only the angels who were still under apprenticeship made” and he would let out peals of laughter. His dark brown eyes, with his round and very small lips was the most attractive part of his body. It could make any woman fall for him or even get wet at a mere look. Whenever he smiles, his face glows like the morning sun. No wonder it didn’t take me much time to fall for him than I expected. Gifts and flowers, I never lacked but only when my boyfriend wasn’t around. I told him I had someone, and he understood and accepted. He only visits me when my boyfriend isn’t around. And only sends me gifts and flowers when he isn’t around as well.

The new guy was different, or so I thought. He made me happy each time he visited. I didn’t feel like a whore whenever we made love. He knew how to touch me and where to do so too. I was beginning to think that he was the right one sent directly from heaven to come and wipe my tears away. I started considering opting out of the first relationship to be with the new guy, until that day.

Loving Him Part 2

10 latest cartoon movies to watch this weekend

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Most people think cartoon movies or animation movies are just for kids alone but No! No! No! They are also for adults, teenagers and even for old people too.

I love seeing cartoon or animation movies and just like other movies, they have there own lessons to teach and so many other things to learn from it.

These 10 latest cartoon movies are a must watch for mostly cartoon movie lovers like me. They are interesting, lesson filled and fun to watch.

They are:

1. Luca
2. Spirit untamed
3. Wish dragon
4. Raya and the last dragon
5. The Mitchells vs the machines
6. Nezha reborn
7. The croods: A new age
8. Over the moon
9. Secret magic control agency
10. The Willoughbys

1. Luca

Luca is a 2021 movie that was just streamed last month (June). It is an interesting movie that is funny, and lots of lessons can be learnt from it as well. My favorite part was where Luca was told “Silenzio Bruno” when he was having doubts about riding their dream bike. It goes a long way to portray how one can work hard to achieve his or her goals.

Luca is June 2021 Comedy/ Adventure movie directed by Enrico Casarosa, set in a beautiful seaside town on the Italian Rivera. It is a movie about sea monsters summer adventure in the human world.

  1. Spirit Untamed

Spirit untamed is a family/ adventure movie released in June 2021 and directed by Elaine Bogan and Ennio Torresan. It’s a movie about a young society girl Lucky, who moved to the west to join her father and made new friends including a horse whom she named Spirit. She and her friends later embarked on a rescue adventure. It’s an interesting movie to watch this weekend.

  1. Wish Dragon

Ever heard of Aladdin? Well, this is a different story and plot but a bit similar. Wish dragon is a Chinese – American movie that was written and directed by Chris Appelhans and produced by Jackie Chan, Aron Warner and Chris Bremble. It was initially released in January 2021 in China and then released globally in June 2021.

It is a Comedy/ Fantasy movie about Din who is a working class college student in Shanghai after discovering his teapot had a wish dragon who can make his wishes come true, he decided to make his long wish come true which was to reunite with his childhood friend Li Na.

An interesting movie you should watch.

  1. Raya and the last Dragon

A movie directed by Don Hall and Carlos Lopez Estrada and produced by Osnat Shurer and Peter Del Vecho in March 2021.

It is a family/ fantasy animation movie about Raya who tracks down Sisu, a dragon that used all her magical power and created a powerful gem that destroyed Druun, a threatening evil spirit that turns human and dragon to stone, to help her reunite the kingdom which has been divided because of the gem.

It’s an interesting action animation movie you wouldn’t want to miss watching this weekend.

  1. The Mitchells Vs the machines

The mitchells vs the machines is a comedy/ sci-fi animation movie directed by Michael Rianda, co-directed by Jeff Rowe. It is a 2021 movie about a dysfunctional family who embarked on a road trip to their first daughter film school Katie Mitchell in order for the family to bond more but ended up saving one another and the planet from the new technological revolution.

It is an interesting movie to watch with your pop corn on your hands.

  1. New Gods: Nezha Reborn

News Gods: Nezha Reborn is a 2021 action animation movie that was directed by Zhao Ji, produced by Lu Xi, screen play by Mu Chuan based on the character of Nezha from the ming dynasty novel Investiture of the Gods by Xu Zhonglin and Lu Xixing.

When Li yunxiang discovered he was the reincarnation of Nezha, he must learn to control his newly obtained power in order to protect his family from harm and also to settle a 3,000- year-old grudge with the dragon clan.

It is an interesting action movie you wouldn’t want to miss watching now.

  1. The Croods: A new age

The Croods: A new age is a 2020 family comedy movie and the sequel to the Croods (2013) movie. Directed by Joel Crawford and produced by Mark Swift.

Along their quest of finding a safer habitat, the Croods met the Betterman who were more technologically advanced and evolved than them. They must learn to live like them in order to fit into their paradise.

The Croods: A new age is an interesting movie which you can watch and understand even without watching the first part ( The croods 2013) but to enjoy this movie more, I will suggest you first see the croods 2013 before seeing this one of 2020.

  1. Over the moon

Over the moon is a 2020 family / musical movie that was directed by Glen Keane and written by Audrey Wells.

It’s a movie about fei fei whom after the death of her mother sets out to prove to her father and the rest of her family and town that the moon goddess Chang’e was real. She build a rocket ship to meet the mythical goddess on the moon.

An interesting musical animation movie you should watch and enjoy now.

  1. Secret Magic Control Agency

Secret magic control agency is a 2021 comedy/fantasy movie based on the story Hansel and Gretel by Brothers Grimm. Directed by Aleksey Tsitsilin.

Hansel and Gretel are secret agents who were sent on a mission to rescue the missing king. They must use clever thinking, team work and magic in order to succeed in their mission.

This is an interesting comedy movie you wouldn’t want to miss watching.

  1. The Willoughbys

The Willoughby is a 2020 Canadian-American Comedy animation movie about four old- fashioned siblings who were neglected and emotionally abused by their parents, convinced that they were better off raising themselves venture out into the modern world with their new nanny.

It is an interesting movie directed by Kris Pearn, produced by Brenda Gilbert and Luke Carroll based on the book The Willoughby by Lois Lowry.

https://johellaa.com/10-best-romantic-movies-to-watch-this-weekend/

Anayo Part 3

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When I woke, I was facing the ceiling in the hospital emergency ward. The doctor told me that a young gentleman had brought me in and collapsed himself. When I asked him to describe this good Samaritan, he gave me a full description of Anayo the man who had raped me severally as I would later come to know from the doctor. He told me that I was brutally raped for days and when the rapist thought I had died, that was when the young man brought me to the hospital, that was what Anayo told them.

When I asked the doctor where the young gentleman was, he told me he had taken a poisonous substance that killed him few hours after he had brought me to the hospital.
He had killed himself when he thought that I was dead. He brought me to the hospital just for a doctor to confirm my death.
The doctor later told me that when I was brought into the hospital, I was already dead. He told me he confirmed me dead but few minutes after the confirmation, I started breathing fast again and that was when they resuscitated me.

I stayed in the hospital for a month and two weeks. My parents were later contacted a week after I was admitted. My friends also came to visit me. My fiancé was just fuming and wished he was the one that killed Anayo himself. He was also secretly blaming me for going to his house that day and was half telling, half complaining to my mother that he wasn’t okay and that he was finding it very difficult to forgive me for going there but he will keep calm for me to fully recover before he will start with his complains.
Before I was discharged, I heard my mother strictly asking the doctors if I was thoroughly cleaned, and they should make sure I don’t conceive for that beast, ‘beast became Anayo’s new name’.

Three weeks into our planned one month honeymoon in Dubai, I woke up one of the mornings with a very strong feeling to disgorge all that my stomach had within. I first thought it was maybe because of what I had for dinner but it became so strong that I started regurgitating the food I ate the night before that morning. It continued for 20 minutes and when I was done, I had lost all my strength. It wasn’t even up to four months after I was discharged from the hospital. Obi my husband couldn’t stand seeing me so helpless, he quickly carried me to the car and drove straight to the hospital.

Obi, a very tall and handsome looking man, with well built body structure. He was God fearing and very wealthy. Obi has lovely eyes that are as big as that of a panda, very white with a dark pupil, he has the most charming eyes I have ever seen. His set of teeth were very white and well arranged. Obi was every woman’s dream.

With all that happened Obi still insisted on getting married to me even after his family disagreed totally to our union.
We arrived at the hospital very early and was able to see the doctor on duty. He ran a lab test on me and few minutes later he came out with the result, saying “I am three months pregnant”. I was shocked so was Obi too. We weren’t expecting pregnancy until a year after our marriage

When we got back to the place we stayed, My heart started racing because I was thinking of the possibility of the baby being Anayos. When I suggested it to Obi, he told me its not his, that he made sure the doctors washed off everything that he had inserted in me.
The remaining week of our honeymoon was worry filled. Even though Obi was trying his best not to show me how worried he was, I still sensed it in every of his moves. We couldn’t bring ourselves to believe that the baby might be Anayos especially Obi. When our departure day arrived, Obi and I decided not to tell anyone about the pregnancy until we have decided on what next to do. Obi knew that his family will have a strong reason to ask him to divorce me if they knew the baby is Anayos.

Two months after the pregnancy confirmation, Obi decided it was time to tell them about it. We went together to his family house where both my parents and his were already waiting for us, with some of our siblings and relatives.

Obi announced the pregnancy news. At first, everyone was all jumping and singing, some were congratulating us while our mothers were praising God. Until they asked how many months gone I was, it was actually Obi’s mother that asked the question because maybe she remembered the incident with Anayo. The way she paused and asked me the question looking sternly into my eyes, was so sudden that it killed the joy in the room. Obi knew that he had to say something to change the atmosphere back to the joyous and happy way it was.

Immediately, he looked at my mother and said “mama, please forgive me for not waiting until our wedding night before having sex with Okemma”. My mother looked at me and then turned and looked at Obi and said it was fine, since we ended up in marriage it was fine by her. The atmosphere once more turned back to being happy and joyous.

Obi was able to convince them that the baby was his but deep down him, he knew the baby wasn’t his and so do I but we decided it was a secret we will live and die with.

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Anayo Part 2

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As I made to leave, he forcefully pulled my right hand that had swung to his direction when I turned and made for the door handle and the next place I saw myself was on his bed. It happened so fast that I didn’t even get the chance to struggle or push him away. He quickly carried me and threw me to his bed. When I landed on his bed, he came with a full force on my body. I then realized what he wanted to do; he wanted to make love to me. He was going for my lips to start kissing it when I pushed him so hard that he almost hit his head on the glass that was used to decorate his bed side.

I started begging him to let me go. I told him to remember how we used to be and how we started. I began preaching to him, using the whole Bible verses that I had rehearsed during our Bible quiz in the church. It was as though his ears were blocked.
He made to go for my lips again and I pushed him out. I was able to push him out the three times that he wanted to kiss me. When he saw that I wasn’t giving in and I wasn’t going to give in gently, He came again with full force, this time doubling the force he had used and when I tried to push him out again he stretched out his right hand and gave me the hottest slap I had ever received in my life. The slap was hotter than the ones my wicked teacher in primary school used to slap us that we had to nickname him ‘Miss Slapper’; so he won’t know it was actually him that we were calling, that was why we used the ‘Miss’ title.

That slap made me see stars, all those stars that I was wishing to see all my life, came very close to me without stress and that was all thanks to that slap. I was still battling to regain consciousness from the slap when he forcefully started kissing me again, this time his lips weren’t so soft again and they weren’t tasting like cherry; like they used to. He kissed me for close to 30 minutes until I was gasping for breath.

He quickly stood up and I was thinking he wanted to apologize to me but he left and went into his kitchen. When he came out, he came with long ropes cut in different sizes on his hand. I became very confused. When he went to his kitchen I had made to leave immediately but I discovered that the doors were locked. The two doors: the one that lead to his sitting room and the one he calls his escape door, that one was located beside his kitchen. It dawn on me that he was prepared. He had locked those doors when he went to keep the dishes in the kitchen. It was then I realized that when he left me alone and went into the kitchen, he wanted me to know that there was no hope of escaping that night. Because he knew that I won’t give in easily and I will try to escape once I got the chance.
When he came in, he played a loud hip hop music and increased the volume. The volume was very high that you can’t even hear what the person next to you was saying, not to talk of people outside.
I started asking him what he was trying to do? Each time I asked that question , it seemed like I infuriated him the more. The last one landed me with a heavy blow on my left shoulder. I fell flat on his bed. He jumped on me yet again with full force as if we were wrestlers who were struggling for the champion belt. This time he didn’t have luck. For before he could lay on my body I raised my right leg and hit him very hard on his penis that was already very erect, you know how straight and hard an iron that has been sharpen is, that was how erect his manhood was.

When he made a quick recovery from the hit, he slapped me very hard and I started crying. All my bones were already weak, I could barely move a muscle. When he discovered how weak I was, he tied me with the ropes he had brought. He first tied my left hand to the edge of the bed and then my right hand. He came down to my legs, lifted them up and arranged them in a way that will be very comfortable for him to penetrate me, after which he tied each of them separately. I was in serious pains.
I decided to beg him since my struggling wasn’t yielding any good result, all my pleads went to deaf ears. Just like we used to pour water on a stone, hoping it will sink into it. I pleaded with him for 30 minutes, because that was how long it took him to tie me up to the position he wanted. I started reminding him what we went through together, how we used to live, all his promises to me, but it seemed like his mind was all made up.

He started kissing me again, this time very roughly. He would kiss my lips and at the same time be fondling my soft and rounded breast. He continued doing that, maybe hoping I will get wet but I didn’t. He started sucking my nipples and using his hands he was touching and playing with my clitoris, he had already naked me so it was very easy for him to do that to me. When I couldn’t endure his kisses and touching again, I bite his lips with my straight and very sharp teeth. He became very angry and removed his erect penis that was 5 inch long and full. He forcefully inserted it into my vagina and I let out a sharp cry and that was the last thing I remembered.
He had deflowered me and he didn’t even thought to do it gently as he had always told me he would if eventually we get married. He promised he was going to gently lick and suck my clitoris till I beg him to come into me and until he hear my plead and moaning of pleasure, that is when he will gently insert his penis into my vagina. He promised me that all these will be done only on our wedding night and that he will wait patiently for me. But, he lied about all that.

Anayo Part 3

Anayo Part 1

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That day, I woke up feeling very hopeful and with the bright and charming weather that morning, I believed the day will end so well for me. So, I decided to go to him as we agreed. We had agreed that I would come and give him the invitation card myself; whenever I want to get married. As a gentleman that he was, I trusted hit was already 4pm when I arrived at his place. He opened the door for me, invited me in and then he offered me a seat, everything looked so normal and nice. When he felt I had settled well, he went ahead and brought me food and drink but as if he knew I was doubting if he had put any poison or charm in the food and drink, he offered to join me. I guess he noticed how unease I was.

While we were eating, drinking and discussing freely, I seized the opportunity and gave him my wedding invitation card. He continued laughing and talking with me as if nothing had happened, as if the card wasn’t affecting him. I was very grateful to God that my prayers were working or worked at that time. We continued eating and drinking until I became very full that I couldn’t continue. He had brought three plates to the table: one was filled with full chicken; my favorite, another was filled with white rice that was not well cooked and the other plate was filled with stew that was well garnished with curry leaf, and the drink was mango mixed with orange juice.

He understood me and took the dishes away and then asked me to feel comfortable. He went inside his kitchen and came back to continue the discussion from where we had stopped. We were talking about my new man and how the wedding preparations was going. I told him everything, especially the one of Benga my fiancé’s best friend, who had mistakenly brought the underwear meant for my grandfather to my fiancé. He roared with laughter. He was acting so well. If he was an actor in a movie, I’m sure he would win a Grammy for that act.

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We continued the discussion when my phone started beeping me that it was time to go home. Prior to my coming, I had set an alarm to remind me when it’s 7pm; because I knew I might be lost in the discussion and forget to leave that day.

Anayo was just that type of man, the type that you would talk with from dawn to dusk without feeling bored or getting tired of the discussion. How will you get bored or even tired, when you will always laugh at some point and listen attentively at another point. He sure knows how to control and maintain an audience. I didn’t want to have any excuse to sleep over at his place that day because I was getting married in a few weeks time, so I didn’t want anything to go wrong.

Anayo wasn’t a stranger to me. On some previous occasions, I had slept over and at midnight we would caress and romance ourselves; sometimes till he or me is sexually relieved. But that day was different, things were going to change between us from that day onwards. That was why I didn’t want anything to go wrong.

Immediately I said ‘I will be on my way now its late already’. It was as if the man I knew left and a spirit possessed him. An evil spirit, those ones that are usually shown in Nollywood epic movies. He turned and looked at me with rage, enough rage that could boil a water very hot. He quickly turned and looked straight into my eyes and said to me “ Okemma you are not leaving here tonight”. I first thought I didn’t hear him correctly and I jokingly said ‘Anayo you know I can’t do anything with you, and I need to go before my fiancé start calling me’. I then made to leave, because the room was becoming very intense for me to continue staying even though the room had been well air-conditioned, I still felt very hot.

Anayo Part 2